Friday, January 22, 2010

A few decisions.....

Well, I've heard that if you really want to make a commitment to yourself (and keep it), a good way of going about it is to announce it to people you know. -If you leave it to yourself, you can let it slide, but if you tell others, it might provide some external motivation to do what you're saying you'll do.

So, I'm going to officially announce that I am going to apply for PhD programs next academic year to (hopefully) begin in Fall 2011. I'm also going to put in an application for the advanced women's studies certificate program here. I may decide not to do it (the courses are at very inconvenient times), but I figure there's no harm in applying and seeing how I feel about it come fall 2010. Plus, I'm almost done with my program - a few extra classes will keep my brain going. Since the advanced women's studies program requires three letters of recommendation, I finally got stuff together. -I asked three professors for letters of recommendation, and I created a password-protected professional website with my resume, biographical information about me, academic interests, goals, links to .pdf's of my transcripts and links to writing samples. I also let those three professors know that in a year I'll be asking them for letters for PhD programs as well.

So in addition to surviving work (insanely busy), class (higher ed law is awesome), and working on my presentation for the conference next week (ack!), I've got to make sure I stay on top of the whole PhD program search thing (though I'm pretty sure I know where I'd like to apply...and almost all are west of the Mississippi), not to mention the GRE's.

I also got a late start on my resolutions. I didn't make them outright, they just sort of fell into place and felt right: take better care of my skin (it's gross to be 28 and occasionally break out like a 14 year old), and to take the time and effort to eat more fresh foods.

Here's to 2010!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Fall Semester, Admin Leave, The Beginning of Spring Semester

I can't believe the following:
  • I survived last semester being a full-time employee and full-time student
  • Admin leave went by so quickly
  • Spring semester is starting!!!

Fall Semester Recap

I thoroughly enjoyed my fall. True, I spent less time recruiting prospective students for Mount Holyoke College, but I'm acutally only 9 credits away from being done with the program! It's actually kind of sad. I'm not ready to be done! Maybe I should apply for that advanced women's studies certificate program......

I am also incredibly satisfied with everything I learned from each of my courses this semester: Intro to Higher Ed, Multicultural Issues in Disability & Seminar in Student Affairs. I feel like, I am really finding my place in higher education with regards to the research I enjoy and would like to be doing. All signs do seem to be pointing towards a PhD and as I am finding my niche, certain programs are standing out more and more.

In both Intro to Higher Ed and my Seminar in Student Affairs, I was able to focus on my love of technology in higher education. For my seminar course, I reviewed three higher ed news articles - all relating to social networking in higher educaiton - to go in depth about the role of social networking in college admission, alumni relations, and the privacy issues raised by social networking. I prepared a proposal for an "online workshop" - more of an informative website, titled: Engaging Digital Natives through Social Networking. It's honestly a good start, but I've got more I want to add to it. I also did a proposal for this website - which got accepted for the HERA conference! I'm also thinking of submitting it to another conference that takes place online in April.

In my intro to higher ed course, I did my lit review on two primary research articles on college students and Facebook. I was thinking of continuing with that theme for my final paper for that course, but I really wanted to pull in as many class readings into the paper as possible, and decided to look at the "big picture" of the role of technology in higher education.

While I learned many things in both of my EDEA courses, perhaps the best things I gained from these courses was a better sense of where I'd like to focus my educational attention in the future. Dr. M had us thinking a lot about professional development, which was very salient to me, and I think my research topic in that course really helped me clarify this. In Dr. C's course, the combination of my interview, the panelists, and my research helped me realize that I think I would really like my future to be in the academic realm of higher education (teaching and/or research) and less so in administrative functions (i.e. institutional research). I also came up with the idea to do some research on online pedagogy which I am so excited to be doing this semester with Dr. E!

My multicultural issues in disability course was fabulous. My only gripe is that it was online, and I just think this is a course more suited to meeting in person. Some of the readings got me so completely fired up that I would end up frustrated that I had nobody to talk to about the readings! There was a TON of reading for this class (as it really should be for an online course), but I really feel I've got a solid understanding of some of the frameworks of working with people with disabilities, and the many other factors (i.e. race, ethnicity, gender, sexuality) that intersect with disability issues. The final was a 10 page case study and we were required to use both in class texts, as well research several sources that were not part of class. I can honestly say I had fun doing that assignment! (I didn't think I would.)

Overall, a fabulous semester...and believe it or not, when it was over, I didn't curl up and hibernate. I was still completely jazzed and very disappointed the semester was over. I am also so proud of myself for managing to balance sleep. I don't think I pulled any all nighters and I think I managed to go to bed by 11pm most nights!

Admin Leave

Admin leave was SO nice. When I was working at Brown, we had the days between Christmas and New Years off, and I really missed having that. I seriously don't mind the pay cut and getting those days off. Though I spent half of it being really sick (why do I always get sick during breaks and on weekends?) I read some great books.

"Push" (the book that the movie "Precious" was based on) was great. It moved quickly, and had a good mix of intensity and humor. A book sitting on my shelf for awhile is "The Gatekeepers" about admissions at selective colleges. Of course, this is what I'm most familiar with, so I just ate it up. My guilty pleasure was Dan Brown's most recent book "The Lost Symbol." In my opinion, it doesn't come even close to reaching Da Vinci Code or Angels and Deamons, but I like that it takes place in DC (a city I've actually been to), and I liked an ancillary topic this book introduced me to: noetic science. Noetic science is basically the study of human potential and the power of human thought (think about - the power of thought in healing, the power of multiple people thinking the same thought, meditation, etc.) - something I find very interesting. So as a follow-up to this book, I thought the Dalai Lama's "The Universe in a Single Atom: The Convergence of Science and Spirituality" was an appropriate follow-up. I'm not finished with it yet, but it's great! He compares the similarities and differences of scientific and spiritual thought as well as modes of inquiry. -And while I can see this book being used for a religion course, I actually can see some of these chapters being used in a research methods course as he does a great job of explaining about things like inductive and deductive reasoning, and scientific and buddhist inquiry. (I recommend it to any fans of research methods.)

Spring Semester

I have to admit that I was completely spoiled by admin leave, and got used to my time off! At the end of the fall semester, I was still totally jacked up for classes and now, I'm like, "Really? Classes start on MONDAY?" Not to be worried, I'm sure once I go to my first class I'll be inspired for the new semester to begin! Then there's the insanity at work...we're upgrading and I will be insanely busy for the first few months of this year. I hope I can manage taking four credits and working 'round the clock. Speaking of which, I know it's Saturday, but I need to get back to work. Not schoolwork, but WORK work. *sigh*

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Just a thought.....

There was a time when mirrors weren't everywhere and reflective surfaces were few and perhaps not so clear. I wonder if back then, people were nicer to each other...because the only reflection of yourself you really had was the way others treated you.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Wow.

So, it's been over a month since my last post, and my posts this semester in general have been sporadic. At the beginning of this semester, I wasn't sure how I'd fare going full time, and I was certain that I'd look back on this semester as "the semester form hell." -Turns out, it's been a fabulous semester! Though part of me does wish I had more time to digest and reflect, the readings weren't as intense, and I was familiar with most of the theoretical frameworks we've read, so It wasn't to bad. I think in the coming days, I'll have to do a few more blogs about this semester just to decompress.

I love how I'm writing as if the semester is over - I still have a paper to write!!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Strolling down memory lane...(almost) literally

In today's Honolulu Advertiser, there was an article about Hawai'i (well, technically only O'ahu and Maui) finally making it on the map - the Google street map. During lunch, my coworkers were giddy with excitement, looking up everyone's residences online. After going online and finding my own apartment, I was somewhat freaked out. Isn't it a little...voyeuristic? As I sat and thought about how creepy it was, I shoved Google maps to the back of my brain.

After work, however, other ideas began to surface. With Google street maps, you can literally "walk" down streets and get a good look around you. The first thing I did when I got home was try to find the place I lived (way back in the day!) in Spokane, Washington. We moved to Hawai'i when I was seven, so my memories aren't clear. I remember a park, preschool, and a large rock outside. I had to call my mom to get a few details, but I found it. I "walked" down East Liberty and found the rock (which really wasn't as big as I remember it being) was still there. So was the park. And the Albertson's not too far away.

Satisfied with my discovery, I decided to take a few strolls down other memory lanes. I went to my college campus and though you can't go down the little private roads on campus, you can go down some of the main roads and I took a "walk" from Pearson's Hall to Dwight, down a road past the psychology building and crossed the lake up to Ham and MacGreggor Halls. I was curious to see if the new residence hall was built at the time of the street map, so I hopped over to Morgan street and passed Buckland Hall and the theatre - unfortunately, the new residence hall was still under construction - shucks!

Then I thought about my semester in DC and was able to quickly locate not only where I lived on AU's Tenleytown campus for Washington semester students, I also found the street where my internship was! It was in the same building as the National Press Club and there was a corner store that had the most delicious sandwiches on the planet (google maps reminded me that it was called the "Corner Bakery") and there was a Filene's basement below! Right across the street was my gym, the Washington Sports Club.

I was on a roll, why stop at DC??? My next trip was to Providence, RI where I lived for 3 years after college. I went to my old apartment and then hopped a few blocks up to go to my friend Jen's apartment. It sounds silly, doesn't it? It's completely online, but they are pictures that I can almost "walk" through. I felt like I was really there, walking down Jewett Street, waiting to meet Jen. Then I jumped over to Brown University - to the Arnold Lab - the home of my very first full-time job at the admissions office of the medical school. I was tempted to have a walk down Thayer Street, but then I remembered New York.

Oh, New York. I was only there for the span of a summer internship at an off-Broadway theatre, and it's odd how that really was a blur. I knew I lived in Spanish Harlem so I started there, just poking around. I saw the place where I thought I did my laundry, but I wasn't sure, and there were many laundromats in the area. After being unable to locate where I lived, I dug around in various email accounts, searching for where I lived. I uncovered emails I had sent looking for part time and temp jobs while I lived in NYC and I found my address - roughly around 103rd and Lexington. Many places were still there - a little tiny side park where a Puerto Rican flag flew next to an American flag, and a cafe where an artist once showcased and sold his works. The neighborhood grocery store choke full of Goya products was still there and I instantly recalled many nights of rice and beans with my roommates.

I decided to check out where I actually interned - I couldn't even remember what it was called - but I knew it was on St. Mark's. I was pleasantly surprised to immediately find the bagel shop that I so loved as I "walked" down St. Marks. Then, I found it - The Pearl Theatre. Across the street from that was a pizza place where I can recall buying Italian ice with my fellow interns.

Wow, what a trip. As I "walked" through some of my life experiences, it was quite an odd feeling. Memories, feelings, friends, and experiences came flooding back to me. I remember what it was like to be 22 years old, in a big city, and incredibly lonely; I remember reading a Harry Potter book entirely at a Barnes and Noble (I couldn't afford a hardback book!); I remember the excitement of Times Square; I remember how accomplished I felt as a young intern going into the National Press Club, to IMF/World Bank Conferences, to the Senate gallery; I remember crying into the phone to my mom at the reflecting pond at Lincoln Center; I remember a flood of emotions as I walked past Ground Zero.

So while I do feel it's a little odd that thieves and stalkers now have a much easier way to plan and target their crimes, I have to say that for my purposes, Google street maps have allowed me to, in the span of one evening, take a "stroll" down memory lane and view places from my past that I wonder if I'll ever get to see again - places that I may not have documented as much as I would have liked to - places that I am from.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Civil Rights, Social Justice, and Facebook

In light of all the readings I’ve recently done about how we’ve come full-circle (in a negative way) with regards to the re-segregation of public education (particularly in urban areas) 50+ years after Brown vs. BOE, the recent votes in Maine and New Jersey just make me even more ill.

It’s okay that people voted the way they did – really, because people have opinions and are free to exercise their right to vote. HOWEVER, my issue is that I don’t think this is something that people should even be voting about in the first place!!! I guess our country has a history of putting civil rights issues on the ballot even though…um…hello…they’re CIVIL RIGHTS.

As I’ve been doing research on social networking in higher education, I’d like to share something I’ve seen on facebook before – using facebook for expression and social justice. Here are some of the posts I’ve seen on facebook from my friends (gay and straight alike) with regards to the Maine and New Jersey elections:


"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." come on America, wake up....

Maine, you disgust me.

Oh Maine...sigh...I still love your Acadia National Park...

"Individual rights are not subject to a public vote; a majority has no right to vote away the rights of a minority; the political function of rights is precisely to protect minorities from oppression by majorities." -Ayn Rand

"From the equality of rights springs identity of our highest interests; you cannot subvert your neighbor's rights without striking a dangerous blow at your own." - Carl Schurz --- Equality America has requested that anyone who disagrees with Maine's decision to change their profile picture to black.

"Times can blind us to certain truths and later generations can see that laws once thought necessary and proper in fact serve only to oppress."

disappointed in Maine...

i wonder how you'd feel if we voted on whether or not you could marry

Maine and Jersey, I'm sad and angry.

the Maine results have left me profoundly sad... (but I want to send love out to my mainers... I have a lot of wonderful people from Maine in my life and they are all awesome! Sending you all hugs today...)

not cool, maine

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Downfall of Online Courses

So, I’m really excited to do some research about online pedagogy (next semester) and feel what it’s like to be on the other side for an online class.

From the student perspective, I’m frustrated. I read three AMAZING articles at the intersection of African-American culture, education and disability. I scribbled little notes and ideas that came to my head as I read the articles…and I won’t have the opportunity to talk to anyone about this. For some topics we’ve read about, posting and picking each other’s thoughts apart can be a good exercise. But…I just wish I could TALK about some of these things.

It’s like…I have all this stuff in my head…and then adding new information to it creates this…mental gas that wants to escape. And typing about it just doesn’t cut it. I want to talk.

I think I’m going to have to do some research on hybrid classes……..