You are my home and in my heart, you will probably always be home. You have surrounded me with wonderful people that have supported me and help me grow at some of the most important times of my life. I thought I came home because my mother was ill, but perhaps that was just you calling me back because you knew I needed you.
In the past couple of years you have given me many trying situations, but perhaps I needed a wake-up call. I needed to be shown so many negative things so the good things shined so bright that there was no way I could miss them. You are a magical place, and you keep nurturing me and showing me the way. The only thing I don’t understand is why - like the tide of the ocean - you keep bringing me back, only to push me away again.
I feel a sense of urgency that I haven’t felt in 10 years. Maybe it’s the tide. Regardless, please push me in the right direction again.
Perchance it is the push of realizing what the next step, or "gear" in your life is. Perhaps it will take you away, keep you, or give a little detour. But you have recently awaken to what your passions are and you know you must study so you can help motivate others to study, be involved in your research, learn and grow. And when you open to that it is hard to not want to get to it!
ReplyDeleteIsn't life interesting and unexpected?
It isn't Hawaii that is doing anything for you like opening up doors for you, and teaching you a sense of morality, but it is the grace and blessing of God that is guiding you through your life, presenting 'challenges' as learning experiences so that your intellect, ability to question, and understanding will be continue to increase without bound!
ReplyDeleteMay God be with you throughout your travels, guiding and blessing you every step of the way. :)
- Jake